got back from another meet with MrLawyer today. i felt so tired the whole time i was meeting with him... no idea why. maybe from all the traveling and lying? *sigh* im ready to be back living on my own again - it can be exhausting having to lie to the people u love, family, for this lifestyle. also still trying to keep it on the down low from my "open relationship bf" has been putting a strain on my conscience. anywho, it all comes with the game of being a SB i guess.
the hotel room Lawyer put me in was fabulous! easily one of the nicest hotels ive ever stayed at. he gave me the rest of my month's allowance so i guess we're on a 1/2 pay per meet and 1/2 advanced allowance payments to my account. whatever - money is money honeys! ;) we also finally discussed and clarified that he has no jealousy or issues with me continuing logging onto my SB account. i love that him and i are able to be so open about things that have to do with our SD/SB arrangement without feeling weird. i mean lets be honest... the words "sugar daddy" and "sugar baby" sounds soooo much better being typed in a blog rather than you sitting there telling a man "Well youre my sugar daddy and im your sugar baby!" kinda awkward, no? so as of now things are laid out on the table for us both and our arrangement and my steady allowance is still in full force!
i also see that i now have 50 followers - YAY! so happy that people are so interested in finding out about being a SB from my perspective. i hope you all have learned a few things, been entertained, and gained more confidence about being a SB yourselves through my experiences. i would love for any of you to say hello through a comment on here, ask me any questions you may have, or tell me something u have enjoyed thus far in my posts :) beso beso beso x3
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
SD OR BF
MrLawyer and i have set up our next meeting finally. i received the full half of my allowance via my sugar bank account and my ticket is bought. he was going through a phase where he kept on bugging me about why i was still logging onto my sugar baby profile and i kept telling him he didnt need to worry and i am definitely not looking for a replacement for him (im really just looking for a 2nd SD hehe). i started feeling like i was dealing with a jealous boyfriend though! finally he apologized and the issue has been dropped... for now lol.
while i was logging on i did find a good pot. him and i actually had a meet planned for yesterday night, but he had to cancel it due to being stuck at the airport. i was a bit pissed considering i was already in my full face of make-up and spent a good while picking out an outfit. but honestly im glad it happened because i was sooooo exhausted from a weekend road trip i took with some girlfriends and i just didnt feel like my normal perky, conversing-self. we're rescheduling for next week and i will go into further details about him then if/when it happens.
how many of you girls consider your SD your boyfriend? in the past i have met a few men who were looking more for a real relationship with a SB rather than something strictly NSA. i would usually cut off contact with them once they shared that info just because i have been in the mind set lately where i only want a strict, typical SD/SB arrrangement. i just had a conversation though with my "open relationship real bf" and we finally had the talk ive been putting off for a while - basically it consisted of us both admitting that our ties with eachother are finally going to have to be completely cut off the end of this year since he is graduated now and i am going to remain in school for a couple more years. it was so sad to finally admit to myself and thus far ive had my cake and eaten it too (bf to say "i love you", sugar daddy, no guilt since bf and i arent "official")... but looks like im on my last piece :/ so then it got me thinking about potentially being open to the idea of considering a SD a bf. i mean what girl wouldnt want a rich bf who can take care of her?... but it just feels like it could get super complicated getting emotionally invovled with a SD... ugh advice por favor?? x3
ps- the picture has nothing to do with this post... i just thought it was cute as hell! lol
while i was logging on i did find a good pot. him and i actually had a meet planned for yesterday night, but he had to cancel it due to being stuck at the airport. i was a bit pissed considering i was already in my full face of make-up and spent a good while picking out an outfit. but honestly im glad it happened because i was sooooo exhausted from a weekend road trip i took with some girlfriends and i just didnt feel like my normal perky, conversing-self. we're rescheduling for next week and i will go into further details about him then if/when it happens.
how many of you girls consider your SD your boyfriend? in the past i have met a few men who were looking more for a real relationship with a SB rather than something strictly NSA. i would usually cut off contact with them once they shared that info just because i have been in the mind set lately where i only want a strict, typical SD/SB arrrangement. i just had a conversation though with my "open relationship real bf" and we finally had the talk ive been putting off for a while - basically it consisted of us both admitting that our ties with eachother are finally going to have to be completely cut off the end of this year since he is graduated now and i am going to remain in school for a couple more years. it was so sad to finally admit to myself and thus far ive had my cake and eaten it too (bf to say "i love you", sugar daddy, no guilt since bf and i arent "official")... but looks like im on my last piece :/ so then it got me thinking about potentially being open to the idea of considering a SD a bf. i mean what girl wouldnt want a rich bf who can take care of her?... but it just feels like it could get super complicated getting emotionally invovled with a SD... ugh advice por favor?? x3
ps- the picture has nothing to do with this post... i just thought it was cute as hell! lol
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