MR.LAWYERS VISIT PART I

finally i get to blog about my meet with MrLawyer last week! things have been soooo hectic schedule-wise for me. mainly due to my hard as hell summer classes!! i finally decided today to buy myself out of it by paying a personal tutor to help me out.. made me realize how sweet it is to be able to use $$$ to buy your way out of stress. and now i have more time for SD-hunting and having a social life ;) though i believe i have found a great catch in MrLawyer...

he flew in last week late afternoon. not going to lie - i was much more nervous than usual about the meet but of course wasnt going to bail out once he had landed in my hometown! like discussed, i had my own hotel room separate from his. he scheduled 1 hour massages for us at a spa within walking distance of the hotel which definitely helped make me more comfortable... my masseuse was actually pretty hot and it was kinda funny to see MrLawyers expression when he noticed it too... jealousy? hehe. the masseuse hottie ended up being gay tho - figures lol.

after the massages we had time to kill before our dinner reservations. so i invited MrLawyer to come hang out in my hotel room (even tho i would have preferred taking a relaxing bath and nap) but he was there to spend time with me and in order to get the money and live-up to the MUTUAL aspect that comes from these type of 'relationships' u gotta do what u gotta do. we started making out and i kept telling him "not to get too frisky" since i thought we had established we werent taking things to the next level for this 2nd meet. *SCREEEEECH* "wait -you're not planning on having sex?" MrLawyer responds. uh oh.
i guess i hadnt been as clear as i thought about me not wanting to get intimate. i pointed out to him tho that his exact words to me when we were planning out this meet was "all you are obligated to do when im there is have dinner with me." luckily we put it on the back-burner since it was time to get ready for dinner.

dinner was.... eh. i was disappointed by the food actually and the bar tender was such an ass! i ordered a soda and MrLawyer ordered an alcoholic drink and we traded (since im not 21 and dont have a fake) and the bar tender completely called us out on it! after the fact it was actually hilarious and gave both of us a good laugh over dinner... though i did feel like there was a very hostile energy towards him and i throughout the whole meal.. prob due to the fact he is 35+ years my senior! ha.
after dinner, the topic of me not wanting to have sex came up again and we spent like over half an hour discussing it! and me explaining why i was making the decision to abstain from it for the 2nd meet. finally he said he had to check in with his wife and left my room and i was left to decide -was the money worth me breaking the promise i made to myself not to get intimate with him and to go against my my morals?
*WILL CONTINUE NEXT POST* x3